really glad that we've 4days off from the draining school life, though i still have to go back on friday for extra lesson, but well, it's better than nothing. im so nice i let wewe use my smses cos she has overshot hers. dont know who she sms-ing sia, scully is Zn! Zn was in SAC too, alone with me & sinne! gosh, wewe will kill us LOL. me & sinne waited for jiehui & ber to finish their consultation from 130-345pm in the SAC! we wanted to sleep but couldnt fall asleep, i wanted to eat but was too full! i had spaghetti in the end still, LOL. im eating too much nowadays and my flat tummy is abandoning me, hmmm, nope, i think i've always been eating too much. urghhhh. im getting really really pissed when i see this irresponsible person in rocmoc, eeeeeeeeek, you freaking impotent basket whatever shit all the hell goes to you, i just dislike you to bits, too bad! today, i received a sms during training, and was blown off my mind for the rest of the day.

didn't i try hard enough? or is this my karma for all the things i've done to you in the past? i tried, i really tried, and im tired. i needa chance, just one chance to redeem myself, though we're never meant to be in the first place, we both know. why do human beings always try to play God and manipulate a desired fate of our own? Lord, i'll leave all to you, though i dont know what i wanna either. you knows it the best, i guess. one day i can walk off without a pinch in my heart, i hope.
爱不会逃跑，逃跑的是人。