i really need a break. im desperate for a break, a break for my heart. dont stir it up anymore, it cant take it. im tired both physically and emotionally, too tired to entertain anyone, anything. i wish i can be heartless, heartless for some time, to be just me, without a heart that feels, that hurts, that shivers. i dont wanna ceteris paribus, but i wanna hold everything constant. =((

went out with cerlyn polly darr. ate at dhobyghaut exchange that free flow of ice-cream & drinks again. super super full! cerlyn is really a glutton, she finished up all the food i couldnt finish. darr is really a kid, she wanna the present i gave to cerlyn & polly instead of her own dark chocolate, bth her. went to shop for my birthday present after that, it's like super belated, but nehmind, im okay with anything. hurhur. they bought me a dress & pendent! WHEEEEEE! im so happy i've gotten a dress already, though it's quite tight, hurhur. oh i must tell you people a damn funny joke! one day when i was gonna meet darr for dinner, she was like an hour late. she called me, asked me to help her withdraw money from her back account, using my atm card! tkb thinks that she can withdraw money from her bank account using any atm card. im totally amused, i swear! she was damn sure it's possible somemore! when she knew it was impossible, she asked "then why people so secretive about their PIN?" oh gosh, so if i use my atm card, and press in any PIN number and it manage to match with another account, i can withdraw money from the person's account?! -_____-