sighs! suffering from insomnia nowadays! im always very very tired, but just cant fall asleep! i only fall asleep when the sun rises, and have to wake up early for training or lesson! sighs! i wanna go buy sleeping pills liao. but what if i eat too much and died?! LOL! remembered something very funny, yesterday when we changing for swimming, i took off my shorts in front of melissa thay all, and she thought i was wearing a boxer when it's a panty, hurhur. so cute luh all the panties my mum bought for me from taiwan. just now mum called me to tell me she bought me a damn nice shirt and mini-shorts that costs $100+ each, but there's a 70% off, hurhur! i love my mum luh! and yes yes, of cos i asked her to bring me my favourite food! food, ohhhhh!

after maths lecture today, me jiehui mary sinne ashie huixin headed to suntec for kbox. had the lunch session again, the food not that nice though, maybe cos before that i had laksa and was damn full. i shall not go kbox for next half a year, getting sick of singing, my voice is getting from bad to worse arghhhhhhh. ashie sounds damn R&B, LOL. first time heard huixin sing, i seriously think she suits singing lullaby!

hmmm. just now i was talking to my friend about edison&gillian. my friend said gillian is actually very innocent, and it's all edison's fault for influencing her until she's so... porno? but i doubt so. from all her expressions she showed in those horrible photos, i think the real-her is so different from how we perceived her to be. although many said im like porno or what, but at least i speak what i feel about pornography & sexuality and raise my doubts. unlike people who pretend to be innocent in front of friends yet they surf pornography or have horrible imaginations about porno.