at this moment, while listening to this song, who am i thinking of? i gotta be honest with myself, right? but how i wish i could open my own brain, dig out those memories with him, that occupies more than one-third of my life. one-third. six out of nine years i've spent in singapore is with him, with a guy i thought i would last but ended up nothing. nothing. this word is painful, too painful to someone who tries to secure a relationship she treasures so much so that she hurt herself. oh Lord, how i wish all those who are in love can last to eternity, forever, and i mean forever, not just merely giving empty promises. i've stopped believing in promises, and stopped giving promises ever since the time he broke all his promises. my heart returned empty. why push someone you once loved so much to her desperation when you know all she could hold on is you? why tear, i repeatedly ask myself while i couldnt stop the tears that run down my cheeks stubbornly. im sorry, for i couldnt be your friend. im sorry, i'll never forgive you. im sorry, im still that stubborn girl whom you've met seven years ago. but i wanna thank you, thank you for all the memories, thank you for all the love you've showered on me, thank you for making me who i am today. i know we both deserve someone better. i know that we'll always love each other like how we used to, and put those memories deep down in our hearts. love dont always come to a happy ending no matter how much we love, but sometimes, the best way to love is to part. and now, i've gotta move on, right?