today school ended damn early sia, cos no training today! met darr for movie&shopping. ate at dhobyghaut mrt basement. the food is not bad, and quite cheap! free flow of soft drinks and coffee and ice-cream. darr ate like there's no tomorrow and as if she's under-weight, LOL. we nearly walked off without paying luh. walked to robinson to buy sports-bra, i bought a red one while darr bought a purple one, hurhur, cheap sia only $10. queued up for 'ps i love you' at cineleisure, but no double seats, so we walked back to grand cathay. gosh, we sat at 2nd row far side, my neck can break. somemore i was resisting my bladder from exploding for the last 45mins of the movie! darr was crying one minute and laughing her ass off the next, seriously cannot watch touching scenes with her, never seen a girl who tear so easily. right after the movie ended, i chiong to the toilet! after the movie i treated darr to secret recipe for dessert which can explode our tummy! today had so damn much girls' talk with her, hohohoho!

my abs&thighs hurt badly now cos of the sit-ups and shuttle-run! darr said i can jump further than her and im getting stronger, hurhur! of cos luh, if not how i tame my husband next time and prevent him from abusing me?! lameshit, ashie didnt come school today, she damn lazy! today's lessons are so damn boring, except GP! i love GP no matter how boring it is! economics tutorial is so damn slack, we didnt even do our work. this is the first time class dont bother to do work cos it's taught by maykoh! i'll be going back to school tomorrow morning(saturday!!!!), to have GP consultation with RA and extra lesson with a senior! last minute free tuition! hurhur. after that gonna study with jiehui in school i guess. please whack me whenever im falling asleep! CT's starting next monday, kill me! i really dont wanna disappoint myself, or anyone anymore. the feeling sucks! who says SRJCians cant do it?! bullshit and lameshit!

i know nothing lasts forever, can i be your nothing then?
im sorry, but im really really contented with my present life, and im too stingy to change it. i've had enough of the emptiness you've brought to me in the past. let us lead a happy life, without each other. hello & bye, my invisible buddy.