Monday, 4 February 2008 ; 1:58 am
dont judge me, if you dont understand me.you dont know how much i tried... to forget everything.dont haunt me with anything, please.it might kill me, emotionally.i wish i could escape from reality.i wish i could feel less helpless.i wish i could do something... to bring everything back.i wish i could be emotionless.i wish i didnt have a heart to feel it breaking.oh Lord, save me, im willing to die to escape from all these.i miss home, one that shields me from all this.im glad that you didnt add on to my burden. but why didnt you appear on my mind anymore? love is too fragile, too hard to see, let alone catching it. that's why i aint doing it anymore. ceteris paribus.